At night I lie
Wide awake
Waiting in fear
For the dreams
That haunt me
As soon as I close my eyes
You're there.
Begging me, screaming at me
Tearing at my clothes
Telling me to come back
To stay, that I'm wrong
And he stays mute,
excluding what
He has already told me...
"Be happy".
"Make the decision that makes you happy."
And when I wake
Tears glaze my eyes
For I know now
What makes you happy
Does not make me happy
But he makes me happy
And though I feel sorry
And though I feel guilt
I have made the choice
That gives me no pain
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